Chaos

Needs a lot of care
the body
stuck and awkward
needs a lot of...

Chaos chaos
Rumbling 20 storey buildings
falling down in my head
It hurts when they reach the ground
creating more mess
More garbage
Harder to breathe.

Will he ever learn
the touch
that i need
understand
the touch
i needed
maybe I expected too much
maybe I wasn't genuine
maybe
maybe they can't understand
Maybe it's too hard to grasp
what screams out of me.

missing
m
e
oh
well
I don't
I hurt too much to care
lovesbyebyed.

Only is left
chaos
and hurt
and a mind
traumatising all others
around him

may destruction be fast
I don't want to be too long here
fungus will start growing soon
nature will take over the waste with its green beauty

Water will flow again from the ground
From the fountain which used to be,
buried later under the grey car park
it could not exist, be free

Now it can!
Come out soon, soon, water
Do give life to plants quickly

Before chaos eats all of me